my honest thoughts

school, i know that you are important.
but i am sick of you.
i am sick of having a to do list
in the back of my mind that i
am obligated to do!
so, i can't wait to be done with you.
in the mean time, i will dream...

i am going to write many books on
the stages of my life.
yeah, i will graduate with my english
and writing degree in the winter 2012 or
the spring 2013, but that won't be a determining
factor of whether i finish or not.
i am going to make a difference through my
writing and i am going to write my life story
so that people who struggled like me, can know
that we can be healed through Christ.

and i will make lots of money.
and i will be the best stay at home mom.
and...oh oh oh...how my baby girl is kicking right now.
i am guessing she wants to say hi.

so, a little bit about me...
i sing to her every day. i sit down on the
couch and sing to her as i rub my growing
belly.

i crave orange juice. but we don't have any.
:(

GOOD NEWS: i got a new washer! yeah...now i
don't have to wash them at someone else's house!

i have the most handsome man sitting across the room
from me right now. should i get up and give him a kiss?
should i just sit here and hope he comes and sits me first?
should i wait until he wraps his arms around me first before i tell
him i am madly in love with him? well, he looks busy in thought, so
maybe i will wait a bit longer.

today is the first day of spring. and all the snow
melted. yeah!!!!!!

i just want to...eat....eat....eat....i know
that i am pregnant and have every right and excuse
to eat a lot. but in the back of my mind, i know that i shouldn't
eat too much of the junk stuff because...well um...ya...
i will admit it...i dont wanna be fat!!!!!!!! :( :(

well, i don't want to end my post like that...so,
i am gonna end it in a pep talk.

PEP TALK: bree,
you are amazing because....
1. you accomplished a quilt
for the humanitarian center.
2. you keep the house clean
3. you are happy despite crazy
hormonal stuff
4. you are carrying another spirit
and are sacrificing your body to
changes that you have finally
accepted as beautiful
5. you are finally back on track
with your scripture study
6. you remind yourself that
you are beautiful even on days
when you normally would tell
yourself otherwise
7. you have dreams and fight for them
8. you simply have a compatable personality
9. you have many talents
10. and you give yourself pep talks. :)